Today I visited my oncologist. They made a roentgen, ultrasound diagnostic, new clinical and biochemical analyzes of a blood. Analyzes and research - everything is fine. I talked to a radiologist. Well, owner spoke with him, and I just listened. According to doctors, I need to undergo 8 sessions of radiation therapy. Each session is performed under general anesthesia and lasts approximately 20 minutes. All 8 sessions will cost about 40 000. The doctor said that without radiation therapy, the duration of my life is about 1 month. And with radiotherapy - from 4 months to 1 year. No one can certainly give any guarantees. Radiation therapy have to be  started as soon as possible. And now my loved ones are thinking whether to put me through eight general anesthesia for the sake of dubious prospects..

To be or not to be? That's the question.